It hurts. It really hurts. My heart hurts like hell. And I don’t know what to do. It’s cold war again and I don’t know whether he is getting my point when I am telling it straight into his face. I told him that I need him to talk. I am sick of telling him how I feel. And I don’t think I can hang on anymore if he doesn’t get it. I don’t have the patience nor the courage anymore.